MOLLY-MAE Hague has admitted she wanted to ‘run away from everything’ whilst filming her Prime Video docuseries.
The mum-of-one, 25, also opened up on feeling ‘anxious’ and confessed to being in her ‘overthinking era’ after the recent release of the first three episodes of her new documentary.
In her latest vlog, which was uploaded to YouTube just 15 hours ago, the Filter founder, who lives in a huge £3.5million mansion with her two-year-old daughter Bambi, gave fans a close-up look at her recent £1,5000 trip to St. Moritz, Switzerland.
But before showing off the stunning outfits she wore and snowstorms she faced on the ‘work trip’, the blonde beauty confessed: “I feel like I’m overthinking everything that I post, say or do at the minute.
“I’m very much in my overthinking era.
“It’s basically since the documentary has come out, everything I post and do, I’m just getting used to posting normally again.”
The Love Island star turned businesswoman, who broke up with Tommy Fury, 25, last August, then acknowledged: “I have to, from the bottom of my heart, say a huge thank you. I still cannot get over the response.
“I have had the weight of the world lifted off my shoulders since the documentary went live.”
The Maebe founder then got candid and explained: “I’ve got to be completely honest with you, I’ve had moments over the last six months of filming, I really had moments where I just wanted to run away from everything.
“I didn’t feel like I had the strength, I didn’t feel like I had the confidence to talk vulnerably.
“It’s so different for me and as much as I show you guys a lot over here, obviously on the documentary you guys saw so much more than I’ve ever spoken about, shown, delved into.
“It was quite against the grain for me. I’ve always controlled what I share so much and whilst I obviously was in control of what I said and did, I was letting go of the control in that I was giving it over to Amazon.
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“It’s not been easy but it made it so much easier for me.”
The blonde beauty, who previously found herself at the heart of BBL rumours, beamed at the response from the series, as she added: “All I know is that it’s done really well. I can’t get over it.
“I’m so glad I made the decision to do it. The response has shown that it was worth it. I’m so happy.
[quote credit=”Molly-Mae “]Ever since the documentary has come out, I guess I do feel anxious with everything that I’m putting out[/quote]“I’m literally still on cloud nine, I still can’t really process it.
“It’s because of you guys that the documentary was possible.”
But despite this, the influencer, who has 1.9million subscribers on YouTube, drew attention to the change she has noticed amongst her fans, as she said: “As for the vlog, I’m really overthinking it.
“Ever since the documentary has come out, I guess I do feel anxious with everything that I’m putting out.”
After the star, who recently got emotional as she spoke after her first festive season as a single mother, told fans she will take the same picture 1,000 times and “still won’t like it”, she continued: “I keep getting messages like ‘since the documentary, I look at your stories and think – how many times did it take for her to take this picture?’.
“I don’t know why, people are picking things apart slightly more now.”
